not_to_be_alone
the void I may stop dreaming
to curb my appetite
for you
or what I know as you
I don't wish to
dwell anymore on this subject
so I shall become stoic
back to what I used to have
back to things
I never had
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ladyg i know why fate brought you to me, you are here cause i was meant not to be alone 001120
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ah... the impossible dream in a crowd of millions 011029
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psychobabe oh god i hate being alone *Cringes* its the worst feeling. I mean depression and lots of other emotions sux hardcore, but being alone....thats just the worst to me. I hope i'm not alone when i need someone, anyone at least 011029
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taking my wings outside (i cant fly them in here) tell me how much you hate being alone and then go out of your way to make us both feel that way

whatever
011029
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unhinged they came to my room and left all on their way to somewhere together. they used to be my friends. didn't even ask me to come along. that's typical though i guess. 011029
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rage they say she wants to feel_alive
wants drugs
wants freedom
wants to scream
wants to destroy
she says she wants excitment
wants peace
wants help
wants alcohol
wants happiness
they say she wants to run
wants a_way_out
wants to break
wants to explore
wants danger
but i know all she wants
is not_to_be_alone
050518
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misstree beautiful, rage.
cuts so gently.
050519
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from