i_give_a_shit_about_you nonlucid i don't not give a shit maybe even two shits or three but essentially, what i'm trying to say, by these contortions of idioms and expressions is that... and here the breath is cut off, and I stare at you and try to get you to finish the sentence for me but you don't really give a shit. Not even half a shit, methinks or maybe you do, but it's the wrong kind of shit so you don't... 050801 ... unhinged but you said yourself that you can't empathize with my situation because you just don't understand it. it would be nice to hear you say 'how are you doing?' instead of 'i was wondering if you knew about....' when i pick up your calls. i give a shit about you, it just doesn't seem that you give a shit about me. yeah yeah, i know all about your attachment disorder. i'm sick of boys with attachment disorders. i really don't ask for too much; just a little concern every now and then to offset your neediness. 050802 ... nonlucid you know if you don't give a shit about me fine im_so_tired_of_this_game i won't be hurt by you anymore 050812 ... misstree such power when spoken by true hearts in a time of need. 050812 ... spilt_milk it makes me happy that i was part of the few, it makes me even more sad that all that was written before has been erased 050813 ... no reason maybe this would be received better than the obvious. 050813 what's it to you? who go blather from