i_cant_do_this_alone love & hate I cant do this alone. Not without you. My world is falling apart. I cant stop crying. I cant stop cutting. I cant stop pushing people away. I cant stop my thoughts which are driving me insane. I cant do this alone. Not without you. Without your touch, without your love. Your love is all i need but you wont give it to me. I am going insane, my head hurts, my heart hurts, my arm hurts, everything hurts. Make it stop, please make this stop! 040422 ... sab and that was what she truly believed that she couldnt exsist with his constant support without his constant company without him constantly around. she looked to him for constant approval for constant validation as if when he wasnt looking right at her she would simply fade away she needed him to live her life she lived her life through him for him. and when he took a step back she no longer had the thing she had been leaning on the thing she had been living on and she spiraled further down into her insanity because she had never learned to live for herself. she had never learned to see herself as an individual she had never learned to see herself as anything but part of someone else. welcome to the race against time. i sit on the edges of her tangled, bloodwet madness like a lifeguard wondering if she'll learn to live as herself before she goes totally insane 040422 what's it to you? who go blather from