emotionaliteracy
hsg The firstep is to authenticate the validity of emotions not as some kind of computer flaw as if they are an acceptable_loss for the price_of_being_human but as an honor_and_privilege There is no correctness here; iiwii. 110607
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unhinged shamatha


i am already so attached to him. me and him and his cat have made a family, and so fast. we've only know each_other for three weeks. by the end of next month i will be unhinged_in_seattle and have to leave this newfound family behind.


i sat on my cushion today and the tears crept up; i am already sad at the thought of leaving.
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unhinged (which is something i would have never noticed without my sitting; cause when i'm with him there's no space for sadness) 110608
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unhinged shit_dude


when i'm not with him, now all there is are tears. even my words are awkward and clenched.
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curious Then why are you leaving? 110714
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unhinged because I made the decision to leave before I started loving him. because the management at my work is unbearable. because my crazy ex lives a half a block away. because the governor of wisconsin is ruining this state and has already cost me clients.

in_simple_language a lot of my life here is a sinking ship and he is the only thing keeping me afloat. somehow I don't think that would turn out well for us no matter how used he is to dating crazy chicks.
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