don't_say_the_thought_never_crossed_your_mind unhinged that i was in_love with you house_of_cards denial 080711 ... unhinged (i wish i could promise my anger will subside and we could be just_friends for_real but you you are different you make me forget to be sad just_what_i_needed all the time too hard to let_go) 080711 ... Syrope the only adult decision you ever made is going to finish the work of my latest adult decision. it's kind of funny, in a way. 080711 ... unhinged i miss you but i can't watch someone else make you happy strange feeling that bittersweet heavy on the bitter cause in my drunken haze she was really similar to me the only difference a photographer instead of a musician and when you came up to the counter said to me and lauren 'i love and respect you ladies' i wanted to punch you in the face definitely heavy on the bitter i wish i could tell you how tired i am of being alone 080715 ... unhinged (also funny that the only reason i found out you had a girlfriend was because i happened to be sitting there when someone else asked trying very hard to keep my composure) 080715 ... unhinged yeah, i can' t watch someone else make you happy. she makes you completely giddy. i hope the grimace didn't contort my face until after i turned to walk out the door. 080721 what's it to you? who go blather from