burnt_out
typhoid foosh 000911
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birdmad i am nothing but a sooty charcoal sketch of who i used to be.

burnt from the inside out.

my profane heart

the analog of Christ
000911
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SCOTT sometimes i don't even know anymore, i am tired of the truth, the lies and of myself-sometimes.

but then there is the glory, those few times when i can see further and live fuller-they come infrequently, and leave me empty once departed.

what happened?
001127
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kelli crane it's better to burn out than fade away 020113
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unhinged the first day of semester has officially burnt me out 020114
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Mahayana ...
light bulbs
recycle
into
x-mas tree
ornaments

just
paint/
decorate/
glitter
-&-
hang
020114
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Grievance rousingly standing, gasping at the city before me,
ten thousand lamps try to guide me,
arches and crevices in the dark,
and receding riddles glimmering mark

and i stand there thinking
"when will this all burn out? our burning efficiency, our clout with nature, no men can capture. thirty strands will one day appease."
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Glory Box you let this suck your life away.

i would love to see you sweetly happy and full with love and peace.

you're burnt but nobody is left to salt the earth.

watch me lay grass and stand over you while you sleep.
030818
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from