and_i_wonder
sabbie
and i wonder
and i wonder every day

not all gods are up in heaven
not all who peer over fences
do it physically
not all these shadows behind me
are mine

inqusitive eyes
that little tick of the cheek
chittering teeth
inquisitive
intruding
demanding

even when they think they're not.
even when i think they're not.


what are you thinking in there
down there
behind all that
all that seems is not cold
all that glitters
is dangerous.

snake eyes

the house wins
again
031112
...
twilight zone bird "where do i go now that i've gone too far" 031112
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everlong when i sit alone with you 031112
...
sab if you could draw a retrospective map of my life
by stringing my blathes
together

across the carpet
down the hall
d
o
w
n the stairs
and out the front door.


the front door was only used twice in a life.
once when he carried you in over it on your Big Day
and once when they carried you back out.


so take these words
and with them
build a 3d image
of a oncegirl
041017
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falling_alone if you can read my thoughts just by staring into my eyes, i feel like stained glass around you. 041018
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i i wonder if you want to take everything I can give then make a run for it. 041018
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Smokey Robinson "...who's
loving
you"
041018
...
no reason how much you really know me at all 051210
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from