a_new_sense_of_your_own_story blueberries she opened her eyes and found they contained tears and she did not know if she had been crying from her dream or because she had woken from it. i tell her this is how a goddess awakens, somewhat assisted by shadows. so tenderly she touched my face. "if i am in your heart forever," she said, "i am in your life forever." the self she wished for is the self she is. "i wished for what i always wish for," she said, "and now i wish for more." 020117 ... blueberries if there is sunshine knocking at my door what will i say? come in. 021208 ... go beautiful 030126 ... goose beautiful 030126 ... goose berry beautiful 030126 ... ferret if there really is no bright light when you die, why should there be a light at the end of the tunnel? 030127 ... fatalistic oncoming trains and such 030127 ... clemtinite How confusing. How very confusing. 030128 ... HellBentWolf that makes perfect sense and therefore there is no light at the end of the tunnel it goes on and on... and on 040220 ... misstree goddesses awaken strapped to the front of moving trains. 040220 ... Piso Mojado a blessing in disguise 050124 ... emmi cry for our losses...smile for our memories 050907 ... z theory_of_self 050907 ... zeke a non-linear deconstruction. 050908 ... sab and thats what i'm trying to gain. and i'm never going to find it by repeating the old behaviour she said to repeat the same things over and over and expect different results is madness im trying babe, im trying 070429 ... somebody which of these two to you seems true the facts of your life, or the life of those facts? which of these two seemeth true unto thee: the facts of thine life, or Ye? 070429 ... "A New" Man Turn to a_new_page. If there are no more pages, start a_new_book. 090607 what's it to you? who go blather from