sometimes_i_wish no reason i could scribble all these crazy colours over blather and make it not so blue anymore and then sometimes_i_wish that someone or something (maybe the new blather) could do the same for me. 050323 ... dreamer can i scribble on you? 050407 ... no reason sure, if you use crazy colours. 050408 ... trox what is going on people are scibbled on all the time 050408 ... no reason people would get the wrong idea 'cause it could be the right one 051016 ... dipperwell I could have you back. As I thought you were. Unfortunately it is too late, because I don't like who you are now, and you've lost all interest in me anyhow. 051016 ... Strideo i could tell a really great story. lack of motivation and self criticism always get in the way. is it self criticism? or just my own regonition of my lack of talent? then again one does not improve if one does not try . . . ... 061016 ... unhinged weed didn't make me feel overwhelmed 090418 ... Arwyn I didn't need all these meds. I hadn't lived through all of that bs. I had the money to make the kiddo's life a little easier - not fabulous wealth, but enough that we could save some money for a rainy day. Mostly, I just wish people were kinder to each other and less obsessed with little things. I include myself in this unequivocally. 180924 what's it to you? who go blather from