soldier_boy Sonya You were the one who always stood by me no matter what happened. You were there during my happiness and you were there during my sadness. You were the one who truly cared about me when he was just using me. I was too blind to notice how much you felt for me. I realize how much I hurt you partly because of him and I can't say anything to take that pain away. Please know that I feel horrible each day that passes because of the mistake I made. I just hope you know how special you are not only to me but to your family and friends. You are what every soldier should be. You have courage but you are compassionate. You have resolve but you move with caution. You have a sense of humor that can help anyone get through anything. I miss you very much. I miss your wise words and your laughter. I miss your eyes and your wisecracks. Soldier boy, I hope you take care of yourself. The world wouldn't mean very much to me without you in it. It's too bad I can't stow away with you because I'd do anything to keep you safe. You are so busy trying to keep me and everyone else protected...you need someone watching your back too. Some day you'll know how much you really mean to me. 011106 what's it to you? who go blather from