ptooey narcisstic_grapes fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckityfuck. bad day. 060605 ... nar i hate you, d. with all the intensity of a daughter betrayed, because you saw more in the story than was true; because you showed it around, strutting with pride and importance when you told me you never would; because you lied to me. i can't trust you again, ever. i can't talk to you again - about her, about myself, about anything at all. there is so much i want to know about her, but you will not be the one i will open up to, because you don't deserve it. you filthy stinking coward, you liar, you hypocrite. i don't know how you dare to face me, i don't know how i dare to talk to you at all, but i do. it's the easiest way out, behaving like everything is normal. but i hate you, hate you like i hate nothing else. someday, i hope that you will know what you did, and that you will drown in your guilt. you deserve it. 060817 ... narcisstic_grapes that was me, by the way - narcisstic_grapes. p.s. - i also know your other secret. the one you've wanted to hide from me. but a child always knows. you smoke on the sly, and you lie about it. what could be worse? nothing, apart from losing your child's trust forever. 060817 ... narcisstic_grapes how can you love someone and hate them at the same time? because we are all human, and human, and human. 061016 what's it to you? who go blather from