dear_everyone notme dear everybody, i've been meaning to write for some time now i hope i do not pain ye all with my goose sand scratches 031225 ... blah-ze i can't decide if i hate you i am not sure if i even know you let alone me so i'll keep my distance you keep yours and we'll all be fine, right. right? 031225 ... whitechocolatewalrus dear everyone. i live in a house. i wear shoes on my feet. socks, jeans, shirt. my hair is brown and curls round, round, and round. i have a watch and if you ask, i'll tell you time. there're fourteen stairs and i count every other time. 031225 ... Fatal Flower i wish none of you the torment of a slow spiral slide down the hills of abandonment, slipping out of control, heading towards that cliff of darkness. my pain will be marked here for as long as blather chooses to exist. please find it in your heart to stop withdrawing, instead search, explore, be not afraid of that gathering of twisted questions. be stalwart, be forgiving (of others and yourself most of all), be a celebration of pent up joy and comradarie (fook, looks like the spirits are drifting my sold soul). 031226 what's it to you? who go blather from