yourealove
hsg
timeless
110512
...
lostgirl
it
doesn't
seem
to
make
a
difference
these
days
whether
its
right
or
wrong
i
love
you
anyway
110512
...
unhinged
.
i
think
i
am
finally
learning
to
reconcile
my
rational
mind
and
my
heart
.
when
it
comes
to
falling_in_love
the
two
are
at
a
disconnect
.
that
is
how
my
mindheart
functions
.
there
is
no
use
in
wishing
for
it
to
be
different
.
that's
just
the
way
it
is
for
me
.
i
can
tolerate
a
lot
from
the
people
i
love
.
i
have
to
learn
how
to
set
boundaries
so
that
tolerance
doesn't
turn
into
abuse
.
i
have
to
learn
how
to
speak
up
.
(
the
image
of
a
turtle
keeps
coming
to
mind
lately
.
when
i
am
threatened
,
i
retreat
.
deeply
and
far
.
it
takes
patience
and
a
fair
amount
of
prodding
from
the
others
in
my
life
to
coax
me
back
out
.
that
is
a
pattern
that
was
set
for
me
in
childhood
.
ever
since
i
heard
acharya maull
talk
about
compassionate
and
fearless
communication
i
keep
noticing
the
imprints ingrained
in
me
from
so
long
ago
.
'
most
of
us
when
threatened
,
revert
back
to
the
mechanisms
we
learned
when
we
were
two
years
old
.
it
worked
for
us
then
.
why
wouldn't
it
work
for
us
now
?'
sic
the
chuckles
of
recognition
around
the
room
were
like
music
)
bodhicitta
basic_goodness
on_contentment
i
am
funneling
my
self
into
a
happiness
container
bottling
up
my
love
and
handing
out
for
a
rainy
day
110512
...
unhinged
.
genuine_heart_of_sadness
abandon_expectation
111025
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
