the_hollowness_inside so fucking lost i'm drowning drowning in nothingness in the empty in my head. i am drifting apart like fog drifting away i cant stay in the ground i cant ... i just cant, anymore 031022 ... pipedream *sits quietly and listens very hard* 031022 ... notme hellllllooooooooo is emptybody in here? *knocking on noggin* 031023 ... nom i loved the original blathe by the way, sorry for messing 031023 ... pipedream yes, it WAS good, wasn't it. now shush and listen. 031023 ... MollyCule and only you can fill it up. is that too much to ask for? 031023 ... Syrope ive been thinking a lot lately about when i lost my virginity...i'm on bc but i'm not really having sex - but i've decided its ok to pay $13 a month for good skin... i just wonder, though, was this hollowness inside me before? it felt so meanginful when i felt myself tear around you, but now that you aren't around, i just feel so empty. i want to be unattached to work, to school, to demands. i'm tired of all the responsibilities. i want to come live with you. 031024 ... june i'll die there's nothing i can do fine, so it is as it shall be 040124 ... . . 041029 ... birdmad spiralling implosion 041029 what's it to you? who go blather from