implosion Splinken "well it's only a paper moon, just as (something) as it can be, but it wouldn't be make believe, if you believed in me." 000623 ... god full moon, swell maps 020405 ... imposter My light is going supernova and leaving me a black_hole Fire into darkness, unimaginable weight No escape 030904 ... mj energy stifled folds upon itself 030904 ... Big muff The impacted turd of your words stifles my anal creativity. 030904 ... pipedream too much chaos behind the wall my iron grip on myself too strong i am afraid i will explode one day i almost wouldn't mind as long as noone sees me it's the whole business of being strong that is stretching my nerves tighter and tighter i keep afloat when the seaweed tries to lock its jaws around my ankles i don't fancy wallows in the murky deeps of memory. i am edged with expectation of an impending something, the ominous shadow wafting at the corners of my days is racking my vision taut. everything is buzzing with a soft, eerie macabreness wary i am tiptoeing around myself i have to decide if i would want a trigger. 031204 ... whitechocolatewalrus Explosion inside myself. 031204 ... misstree even as the vomit is coming up, reverse the flow, keep desperate grip and slam it all back inside, and inside that, and inside that, until what fought for freedom becomes the darkest heart 031205 ... nomme that was so alive pipedream, i loved reading it, thanks for sharing with us 031205 ... charlie i feel myself collapsing inward 031205 ... pipedream thank you, nomme sweetie :) 031205 ... formaldhyde act 040225 ... hy crumple 040226 ... Doar of gravities rainbow. 050815 ... pete being flippant ohhh liberals 071017 what's it to you? who go blather from