rather_than unhinged walking_away refraining sometimes is the only choice that's left and my heart doesn't like when i reign it back in 110407 ... unhinged spit the spite that the drugs coax out of me i stay silent respond to your messages positive or negative i stay silent reach out to you cause i'm afraid to be lonely (that way time ticks too damn slowly) i stay silent but this time i'm not denying it i'm hurt and angry and sad and bitter and the past has shown i'm the only one that can heal that as much as it sucks to be empty_handed i will count on me and let all the other people in my world be free of my burdens (if i didn't have brother_ali these days to make me smile i would have called you by now) 110408 ... lovekilledlove keeping it in, LET IT BE. 110409 ... unhinged wept on my cushion again today i can't remember the last time i sat quiet and still but slowly i'm making better choices with my life 110409 ... h|s|g laugh cry og 110410 what's it to you? who go blather from