lifelessity blah-ze living without knowing life sleeping without a dream to dream finding myself, awake and lonely curled up at 3am in a corner almost, afraid to breathe life, like a weight, on me even flowers can press down hard a thousand flowers, so beautiful, are the weight that breaks my back 031215 ... notme i wake up it is empty 031216 ... blah-ze to die a life, live as living death, my love, my fear, my hope, all here, in the corner i call home 031225 ... blah-ze time to wake up, and then to fall asleep what happens between is the same 031225 ... blah-ze this is the first time i have been pissed drunk every day for seven days straight. my life spirals. 031225 ... Doar and only the sewers of our gravities are here, keeping us as companions in the supporous grovelings of our souls. 031226 ... blah-ze make that eight 031226 ... FF make it twelve hundred plus too many to count blah-ze....way too fucking many to count. 031227 ... drunk hey....blah-ze.... pipers misses you... this is platitudes....but what the hell, where ya bin? pvc is going to extremelyy dissapointed. don't go there. doar sighing off as. . 031227 ... doar or ass. take your pick. 031227 ... blah-ze has hit an alltime high. low, middle, whatever. 040207 what's it to you? who go blather from