in_the_dark Death of a Rose and waiting for the light to return. 050928 ... depeche bird waiting_for_the_night 050928 ... icy and so, have i finally found myself? here afraid and alone, in_the_dark, no one else as a distraction stealing my attention away my focus all the times i've tripped and fallen but here in_the_dark, there is nowhere to go no climbing, clinging to false hope only to be thrown down yet again on broken glass and thorns crawling about at the bottom just dark, black oblivion, no feeling, no thoughts, nothing and no-one but now, the pressures of life and at the insistence of others, i have resurfaced broken and bitter yearning for the dark once more but i'm still afraid of it 050928 ... rage im so fucking alone, its not something to make me sad or cry its just fact. in the dark my light shines through the cracks i can no longer hide that im broken. 061020 ... Emptyness Alive looking at the light so far away why am i here alone 061020 ... Ptolemy DCLVIII In the dark no one can see you blush. 061020 ... Emptyness Alive if i stand in the dark i can see the light line between light an dark look towards the light step backwards 061023 ... *Amy* home again 061023 ... Quadratic Equestrian (The best place for snugglin'.) 061024 what's it to you? who go blather from