in_love_with_a_concept
anyeverynonedone
a
concept
,
not
a
reality
nothing
real
can
measure
up
someday
it
will
all
come
home
to
roost
the
mundane
the
imbalance
the
wanting
the
bullet
no
snooze
button
the
clock
ticks
on
.
sorry
,
kids
,
no
sick
days
left
to
burn
the
steam
roller
is
coming
no
matter
what
at
best
you
can
slow
it
down
a
bit
but
try
not
to
forget
that
no
matter
what
you
do
or
say
you
are
telling
a
lie
your
name
is
on
the
list
that
is
just
the
way
it
is
ouch
011121
...
ixix
erection
erect
boner
040102
...
magicforest
in
love
with
the
idea
of
evie
was
harry
040102
...
Syrope
i
feel
so
beautiful
,
and
i
want
to
feel
like
this
all
the
time
,
but
i
don't
trust
it
.
it
can't
be
real
.
i
want
to
stop
looking
at
this
concept
of
myself
and
see
what
i'm
really
made
of
.
i'd
be
so
repulsed.
how
can
something
so
fleeting
mean
so
much
?
i'm
just
a
concept
of
who
i
want
to
be
,
in
love
with
this
concept
of
what
i
want
from
him
,
and
no
one's
even
close
to
being
real
040102
...
emmi
i'm
in
love
with
the
concept
of
happiness
.
sometimes
i
panic
...
maybe
it's
just
a
dream
.
or
maybe
i
don't
deserve
it
.
050930
...
inlovewithamemoryioncehad
i'm
not
trying
to
put
him
on
a
pedestal
,
i'm
just
waiting
until
he
gets
there
himself
.
050930
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
