disappointment___revenge amy nada sometimes i get overwhelmingly disappointed in life, like i haven't been given a full stack of cards this time around.... and then i start to look for my revenge. not sure if i'm having misperceptions, or if i'm truly seeing things correctly... it's hard to feel gratitude for whatever you do have when the serotonin receptors aren't working, or the motivation is just not there to do the work of daily maintenance. will have to get on antidepressants again, which is disappointing in itself, but at least it's no vicious cycle.... wishes she were more "together". feeling too much pain today... 090913 ... no reason (i like/appreciate your writing, amy) 090913 ... no reason disappointment often spawns feelings of revenge in me but the feelings and/or revenge are never sweet 090913 ... amy nada thanks no reason. i appreciate it. yes, i agree it's not very sweet. who can feel glee and disappointment together? 090914 ... In_Bloom Glee and disappointment together? Here's one: when someone treats you so well, with such affection and consideration, better than they treat themselves 090914 ... hsg Maybe do it back to them - bUt exaggerate a bIt. They'll get it. 090914 ... no reason glee_and_guilt? 090914 what's it to you? who go blather from