die_young me as for dying young, there might be something to it. its just that getting old seems to boring. i mean, i live off of everyting that i am able to do...physically and mentally. the biggest thrills i get, thsoe that possess me day in and day out and give the ultimate joy: i dont know how long i'll be able to do the. i mean...ok, maybe 40 years old is the limit of these things. and then what? where do ig o when i cannot do things that i can do now? thing is, i cant even imagine myself at like 40. its hard to put words, but i wonder if i will live that long. i'm not suicidal. hell, i love life. thats the problem. the things thatmake me love life are the things i might not alwys be able to do. and i dont wnt to know what happens after that. memories? nostalgia? i dont want to go through the touture of getting old, watching as your abilities fall apart. die young and save yourself, i guess. 050827 ... andru235 you can die young at one-hundred-and-fifteen, if you like. *you* can. i cannot; even if i had died at nine, i would have died old. however, if i had died between 19 years 10 months and 20 years 4 months, i would have died young. c'est la vie, or some shit like that. 050827 ... daxle I aimed myself for 27, but it's just like they told me, the closer I get, the less likely or wanted it seems. 050827 ... laurah if only we could know when we're going to die and plan our living style accordingly. 050828 ... jane too_young 050829 what's it to you? who go blather from