crush_my_dreams
nah....! crush my dreams
knock them down,
beat them
make them bleed and suffer
rip them apart,
cut them left and right.
scatter them around on cold cement
and then walk all over the remains

don't rush them to the hospital to recover,
don't bandage them up

just crush them.
crush them to bits
crush them like you crushed me

it's about time i give up wanting you
you've made it clear you're soaring, flying, floating,
while i just bury my wishes deep in dirt.
020310
...
gull you have to
have something
to live for,
something to
believe in
and pin your
hopes on.
you have to dream.

that's not a bad thing.
the bad thing is the
downside to all that
optimism that your
dream creates.
it's a kick in the arse.

swings and roundabouts.
swings and roundabouts.

but, if you love it
as much as you
say you do,
you'll bite your lip
and take the lows,
because you know
that the highs
far outweigh
the lows
anyday
at the end of the day.
020310
...
splash of orange boredom dripping from his fingertips
as he melodically pretends
to suck up my words,
the bitter lollipop dreams
he cannot really manage.

and ants crawling
crawling
crawling
crystallizing
nobody's future
dashing through dirt
organized
by bricks made of glass
020929
...
ants are we crawling or dashing, ms. orange? 020929
...
splash of orange *both*. 020929
...
another ant isn't that a contradiction?` 020929
...
splash of orange exactly. 020929
...
spider from mars antie, you just typed a thingamajig!

pshaw!
020929
...
another ant spider, will you be my friend? it's awfully lonely here in the dirt. 020929
...
spider from mars yesh. i shall take you to the room_of_eep and we can bask in eepness together. 020929
...
~gez~ just say no 020930
...
Torch wait you can't its already been done 020930
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from