cowardly_words nom cowardly lines prohibit voidance the impossible_decision leaves no room for false starts 030917 ... ashmanzhou everything i say i cant hope to say aloud because i am afraid of what it means everything i think is wrong before i say it everything i do is flawed all i strive to be is false all i am is a failure and nothing else i am a coward i cannot face the world i cannot face myself i cannot live with this life i have because i am me and all i utter are cowardly words so take me as i am- scared or scarred even lifeless or crying at any given time i care not this world is never me 030918 ... blah-ze i cant say i know how you feel. i can never say this, but what you say rends at me. all i know is i cannot see how you are cowardly-maybe you get enough of this from family and friends-but you have to have had some kind of amazing strength to have survived whatever made you think you are cowardly. if you are then we all are, and if we all are i'd rather be on the same boat as you. 030918 ... misstree that's alright, i don't mind... it entertains me... doesn't matter... it's all good... now if you'll excuse me, i have to go eviscerate myself before infection sets in... 031204 ... pvcpillow just in case what if it doesn't happen i don't want to hurt you if i could i would laugh 031204 ... abe9846gvj9e47fw4 It's as if we are having a festival. 060701 ... d9arug0sagu09e4 Its 060701 what's it to you? who go blather from