could_i_should_i sirflaccid I am entertaining the thought of exposing myself in public… This site can be a release of tensions, a sort of mental masseuse. However, the therapy is only working on the surface. I will never claim to have it worse than any other human being. I know there are stories in this world that make mine seem like a fairy tale. However, they are mine. No one else has them, and very few know them. In the past, I wrote a lot, but on scratch pads and the backs of pre-owned paper. These writings were of deeper thoughts, deeper memories. They were of those things that keep you up at night and make you sleep through the morning. Then, they could be thrown away. Tossed aside with the other things that no longer had a purpose in my life, or at least that was the goal. So, the question is now, do I share them here, in this public forum. Here, they are permanent. They're stuck. They’re under the control of those that host this party. They will be on display to the public by my choice, but I will extinguish my rights to sole possession of this information. What happens when I want to disappear? 060508 what's it to you? who go blather from