christine Becky One of the only people who can make me laugh when I want to cry, understands what it's like to want to die, helps me piece my life together when it falls apart, stands by me when I can't stand by myself, stands up for me, stands up for Aric, actually believes I was born a penguin and will die a penguin. She is my best friend. 010418 ... xchristinita my name 040208 ... infectiousbunnie my name... 040605 ... Christine I feel as if i've been misunderstood Oh well They're only words some mindless others truly heartfelt not written to attack or criticize And yes,I am sensitive(a cancer) I'll roll with the punches For they have opened eyes a little more 050308 ... Blue Dream The strawberry_girl! 051019 ... rhin I Am Fury Stained truths of my past lie unanswered what you crave I will give and take away I pray on the weak with an unbridled greed and offer rage and vengeance to those who cross me. Bandaging my wounds is not my need for you to rape your soul and force your death is my desire my shell, you leave battered...crushed and you try to leave, chalking me up to a memory. Years pass... my inherent, possessive need infuriates You don't own me, because I own you and I am undeniably saving you for last. Love, Christine (a poem i wrote about that damn car that sometimes haunts me in my dreams...) 130529 what's it to you? who go blather from