beginning_with_an_end anyway wasted time forgotten whys nonexistent memories cliched excuses don't end it like this! we just began. I still care, i miss you much. I'm not the type to hide my feelings, but you leave me no choice. my only secret belongs to you. still obsessed i told you i never was to begin with! but our beginnings are our only endings anyway. 010707 ... anyway Long overdue... Our pages have turned. Gazing at the end... Are we really over? No. I'm not done with you yet, anyway. 010707 ... firehunden the uses of flesh are many physical restrait my mind is abused emotional torture my spirit used it pulls it crushes it tears apart it bleeds so much my broken heart tears of joy to be released not for me i'm only teased there is no sight no smell no touch my mind is numb my soul has gone my spirit left a shell remains for you to see nothingness to use it's uses are many 010707 what's it to you? who go blather from