backing_the_fuck_away nothing is sacred you take everything i say the wrong way because I leave you room to. Its just me to assume my universe is the only one with hiding stars and burning wreckage. I'm the only one that has a past. 021104 ... . i would've loved to tell you that myself if you hadn't backed the fuck away. and then we could've smiled again. 021104 ... sabbie and suddenly it was so tangled i didnt know i didnt know i didnt know and i back away throw my hands out dont just dont just dont come near im busy backing the fuck away 021104 ... Aimee just like you asked me to... I'm tired of your double standards and your face-saving promises. 021104 ... sabbie throwing my hands up backing the fuck away because i just don't know what else to do because it's the only thing i know to do backing the fuck away backing the fuck away and maybe it will sort itself out without me backing the fuck away bowing out i'm too tired to do this anymore. im too tried to work this out im too tangled to figure it out im to enmeshed to leave. i don't know what to do but to go to ground for a while to back the fuck away or to turn my back and run. fuck all this i'm too tired to care anymore 031102 ... beorn it was getting too messy. someone was really gonna get hurt. i was hurt. i really thought i would be the one hurting. i don't blame anyone. not her. she can handle the together when together apart when apart. i couldn't. so strange. thats why i am backing the fuck away. 041231 what's it to you? who go blather from