ship_in_the_sand kill rhythm woke up this morning, thought, gotta change my life. i'm like a ship in the sand just waiting for the tide, i got a lot of reasons im glad to be alive, but always waking up alone just makes me wanna die. always_waking_up_alone_just_makes_wanna_die i may be lonely, but i'm not stupid. i try to live with my mistakes. so i stay away to ease all pain, but i've never been very good at playin that game. no i've never been very good at anything. forget the past, it's just an ugly backtrap that stains everything we try to believe in. and accept the things that failed love brings, and don't project it on to anyone else and don't project it on to anyone else... 020610 ... phil always leave without your heart don't take it with you into the dark 020610 ... mon granular image faded buzzy bee television ships in sand unaware they are even ships let alone that the water is in fact sand or that the sand_is_time set escaping our lives measured by specks of space space measured by our lives 030903 what's it to you? who go blather from