inflammable_sun Joana. You drink some more So you can drown yourself In an ocean of numbed feelings And quiet thoughts I have no escape Nowhere to turn to No one to comfort me But you The sun shines through me And burns my flesh I try to move so it can burn some more But it hides from me I seek comfort in someone's words Yet those words were left unsaid Someone else never came And although the sun has reappeared now I no longer feel like burning my flesh I do not feel the company it once provided me And even in my oldest dreams I no longer find solace All of them have been blown away By my stormy thoughts And I stand here now Limbless Waiting for a sign Hoping it won't give me the answer I've been avoiding all this while And the sun burns through me again And it bothers It brings unbearable discomfort And I wish it to be gone Rain clouds, please approach the site Please shower me Make me ill So you can kill The thin strain of hope that once lied in me Let this feverish headache Be cast away from me And let me return healthy again And with you by my side To slowly caress my aching soul. 000713 ... kim beautiful 000713 what's it to you? who go blather from