you_are_making_me_sad endless desire stop. this little girl is enjoying her sunshine. i feel so defeated. 031018 ... . who/why why/who speak have a ray. all is not lost, endless 031018 ... Death of a Rose I'm backing up periods point. See the lights are flashing and the beep, beep sound is on. 031018 ... magicforest purple desperation / long fingers / cold white rooms / grey broken computers / staring at me with lipstick too thick and mascara too black / stabbing with accusation / fear / forty years old / wry laughter you_are_making_me_sad 031019 ... nonlucid why do I like it? 040718 ... love & hate ignoring me physically but emotionally you are always there, stalking me. Why cant they both be the same, both feel the same, think the same. You are making me sad because i love you, and you dont need or want me. You are making me sadder than i have ever felt before because i have never been in love... 040719 ... Syrope there needs to be fewer miles and fewer significant others between us. that would make things better. 040720 what's it to you? who go blather from