to_destruction
once again
Would
you
test
me
to
destruction
,
just
to
find
my
breaking
point
.
Is
it
not
enough
just
to
know
that
I
am
strong
?
Here's
to
random
wednesday
nights
.
To
the
sunday
after
that
.
Does
it
excite
you
in
the
same
way
that
nuclear
war
might
?
Does
it
tear
you
down
and
rend
you
into
pieces
and
make
you
smile
all
the
while
?
Is
it
not
enough
to
know
that
I
will
last
.
Must
you
test
my
perserverance
to
destruction
?
041101
...
neesh
"
oh
how
awful
,
did
he
at
least
die
painlessly?
to
shreds
,
you
say
...well,
how's
his
wife
holding
up
?
to
shreds
,
you
say
..."
041101
...
other
sine_metu
090314
...
unhinged
i
want
to
leave
a
swathe
of
shards
in
my
wake
,
throw
it
all
away
and
start
over
.
when
i
guess
the
mature
thing
to
do
would
be
to
shoulder
my
part
in
the
situation
,
learn
from
it
,
do
better
.
it's
hard
to
be
objective
when
you
feel
like
you've
been
attacked
though
.
like
every
good
thing
you've
done
has
been
negated
by
one
stupid
thing
.
like
going
to
work
is
some
melodramatic
death
march
.
i
hate
when
i
have
a
pit
in
my
stomach
.
it
sucks
up
all
the
goodness
;
my
stomach
is
a
vortex
of
goodness
right
now
.
090315
...
unhinged
(
i
don't
think
the
undercooked quinoa
risotto
i
made
yesterday
is
helping
either
)
090315
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
