paintedmarbles painted marbles (previously known as kill_rhythm) i know i havent been around at all lately but im saying this anyway. i really love blather. i love the idea, and i love what it lets me do. but i cant do it anymore. i go back and i read my previous blatherings, and i cant let myself do that. that was a part of my life that i have moved on from. it took 2 years, but i moved on. ive found new love, or what i think is new love (refer to my_corner_of_the_institution ) and i have finally become a new person. i like who i am now. some of who i am is thanks to a couple of people on here (silentbob and unhinged...thank you for the music and the support) when i read about how i used to feel, it brings all of the memories back. all i remember is him when i read all of these things. whether they are directly about how much i loved him or hated him or both, or are about something that is seemingly unrelated, it really isnt, and its just a constant reference to him. not to say i want him out of my life completely...but he pretty much already is. and my new love wouldnt appreciate me wanting him around anyway. point is: blather is great. dont take it for granted. have fun kiddies. 031212 ... killrhythm that post is an example of posts i hate. sorry for all the nonsense 050602 ... unhinged don't worry about it kiddo; we all have things on blather we wish were gone im me sometime 050602 what's it to you? who go blather from