irresistable_urges
Death of a Rose
i
couldn't
shake
this
sudden
thought
that
i
should
just
crank
the
steering
wheel
to
the
left
and
drive
the
wrong
way
this
morning
.
I
almost
had
to
stop
and
smack
myself
in
order
to
get
rid
of
this
persistent
urge
.
060707
...
emmi
i
random
things
like
that
quite
often
.
if
i
have
something
on
my
mind
i
stay
on
the
bus
and
ride
it
for
an
hour
longer
than
i'm
supposed
to
.
the
other
day
i
was
walking
through
the
park
in
the
rain
and
felt
like
lying
down
on
the
grass
(
it
had
just
started
raining
so
it
wasn't
too
wet
)
so
i
did
.
it
was
very
liberating
.
but
then
when
i
smiled
the
rain
started
falling
into
my
mouth
so
i
got
up
quick
(
see
london_rain
)
060707
...
LS
I
felt
the
irrepressible
urge
to
grab
a
small
cut
on
my
brothers
arm
and
twist
as
hard
as
I
could
.
We
were
in
the
line
at
Home
Depot.
He
kept
talking
to
the
cashier
and
we
all
joked
and
smiled
.
I
know
it
hurt
and
I
don't
know
why
I
felt
like
doing
it
,
but
to
this
very
moment
,
niether
of
us
has
acknowledged
it
ever
happened
...
...
did
it
?
060707
...
z
uncontrollable
urge
-
devo
060708
...
RoaulDuke
i
have
had
many
urges
to
just
pull
the
steering
wheel
to
the
right
or
left
and
fly
off
a
cliff
or
run
into
a
tree
.
Also
to
not
stop
and
just
slam
into
whats
in
front
of
me
.
060709
...
z
an
irresistable
urge
,
by
definition
,
cannot
be
averted
by
the
one
having
that
urge
.
060710
...
RoaulDuke
true
060711
...
Pto
Your
argument
is
practically irrefutable,
my
dear
Z
.
Let's
toast
to
it
!
060728
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go
blather
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