i_broke_free_and_shattered oE Yeah. 050924 ... (_) all the water 050925 ... megan am i homesick? how does one answer that? i am happy to be here. i really am. it's a wonderful opportunity, it will probably pay off the rest of my life. but when all i think about during the day is being in your arms, all i think about at night is my bed, and at the many meals that i eat alone, my family. when it makes me want to cry everytime i turn around because nothing feels the same, and people are telling me that nothing will be the same, and i just wish i could go back in time. the whole meeting new people isn't going well either. when i talk to people, they just aren't interested in me and i don't know how to act extremely interested in them. being alone seems almost better. but then am i deemed an outcast? i guess it's somewhat like high school. i have accquaintances. quite a few actually. but only a select few that i can really open up to. and they're the same people as before. yes i'm homesick. in every definition of the word. but i'm strong and will make great strides forward i suppose. 050926 ... daxle i'm tap dancing on the pieces 050926 ... factory reject like a window pane freed from it's wooden frame (?) 050926 what's it to you? who go blather from