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yoink as the hair pushes back, and the curls get mechanically straigtened, i can't even pay attention

that vanilla lotion, that little smirk, that agonizing disgust for the present

stay here forever, please

i won't ever need that tattoo i designed

or that trip i planned

just stay right here
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GirlNamedLover fuck you.
fuck you fuck you fuck you.
fuck you fuck you fuck you.

you always do this.
asshole.

you have no idea.
you make me promise not to let you do things.
and then you ask me if you can do them.
and if I say no youll be mad at me.
and if I say yes youll be mad at me.
and either way I end up crying my fucking eyes out.

you dont understand how much stress you put me under.
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god tiptoed s_code 030621
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endless desire oh but i can.
and i will.
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Syrope every time your vocabulary catches me off guard i want to fuck you. every time you touch yourself i want to follow your hands...you & i discussed the nature_of_excuses so i don't think you'd be giving me a phony one. just the same - every time i try to give up on you...i mean god, i've been making up silly ultimatums all week long... but you look at me, you touch me, you invite me over, and i can't say no.

the only way to solve this is is to become a nuisance so you send me away. or maybe i can train you. i'm already seeing some training progress...hmm
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