hand_massage
erin
We
were
sitting
in
the
dorm
hallway
.
It
was
3
in
the
morning
and
i
was
desperately
tired
,
i
kept
starting
to
cry
.
I
had
my
legs
folded
up
close
to
me
and
i
hugged
my
knees
.
After
a
long
silence
your
hand
came
towards
my
face
.
Slowly
and
in
fragments
,
in
snapshots
you
touched
my
forehead
.
You
found
a
lone
strand
of
hair
that
slipped
out
of
my
hair
clips.
You
pinched
it
, jerked
your
hand
away
,
and
there
was
tiny
sharp
pain
on
my
hairline.
And
then
you
smiled
that
goofy
inscrutable
naughty
smile
.
Moments
like
that
burn
.
Maybe
i'd
rather
imagine
that
there
is
no
way
that
i
fascinate
you
the
way
you
fascinate
me
.
---------
when
i
think
of
you
something
in
me
tightens
involuntarily
and
my
palms
hurt
like
they
ache
for
your
touch
maybe
you'd
better
cool
it
with
the
hand
massages.
you're
making
me
obsess.
000829
...
Tank
when
we
were
all
high
and
i
was
new
here
,
i
would
give
you
all
hand
massage's.
seems
so
long
ago
now
and
i
hardly
ever
see
you
anymore
.
i
still
love
you
intensely
though
...
000829
...
Shugarhi
Teresa
gives
David
one
every
afternoon
on
the
school
bus
.
She's
completely
infatuated
with
him
that
it
makes
me
sick
...
She
is
always
amused
by
his
face
that
she
never
talks
to
us
,
only
to
him
...
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go
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