dreams_and_waking_life no reason lately i've been having a lot of trouble telling the difference 061021 ... the awful truth the daylight comes to crescendo, closing, the sunset, orange, yellow, rose and we were waiting to retire on the floor beside the fire when i lay me down to sleep i pray to god my wits to keep so when i dream i may know the truth is this real, or not, can i make it through? and when i wake and rub my eyes i pray to god to realize the truth that lies within my self it comes to light with dreams to help. alienated from the waking world paralyzed on the bed it's all a blur, a pool, a swirl of thoughts inside my head. friends are different, people changed the truth inside the soul but comprehension, understanding that's the only goal. 061021 ... no reason i just went to look for this blather, not remembering that it had been my own, and was about to say the same thing i had already said weird i guess i have recurrent dream/wakefulness confusion 080614 ... past i woke up late this morning, my mind full of vivid dreams that were so real and memory-like, but so vividly wrong at the same time. it was heartbreaking. 080614 ... jane no_reason: you've_been_at_blather_too_long 080614 what's it to you? who go blather from