close_to_the_bone shower singer Some of my friends are in trouble, I think. I love them too much to be able to see what I can do for them. It is both way out of my league and far too close to the bone. And all this energy spent worrying about them makes me wonder who is worrying about me. 040821 ... shower singer I guess I have to realise that if I care enough, then nothing is out of my league. And caring enough is pretty much all I can do. 040821 ... sab too close to the bone its all rubbing red and raw bleeding a sore today like my gritty life has fallen into an open wound of my own making black hole mirror facing mirror falling away falling into me over and over and over again 040822 ... pete "Highway 417 War Vetran Memorial Highway Lest We Forget" for some reason whenever i see one of those songs i feel tears welling up 040823 ... Violet Strangt my first love one day she cut too deeply i always told her "it's okay, get your pain out, just stay away from major arteries." she cut her wrist so deeply that when she flexed, she could see that little bone in the middle move with her. 060825 what's it to you? who go blather from