boy_oakland_down kingsuperspecial turmoil and evolution dreams and distance this is my place in the world but it tears me apart some days family and friends and quality hearts are lost over the horizon undiscovered anywhere but here break my heart, gentle oakland shun me, and set me free are the best places to be thousands of miles away? up down forwards backwards? will good find me here? this land or myself cursed? will I roam the world again? searching for you 011010 ... bijou of all the late night installations of resolve to do it all over again i never wake up in the same place that i fell asleep a few inches away their arms and legs are tangled together warm under the blanket they share. a few inches from my face is a stubbly chin. why can't you look me in the eyes after i have kissed you. why can't ANYone look me in the eyes? i can build it and build it until the sun rises. arches and alleys and a grand scheme, every inch blueprinted. the only thing i forgot to plan is what i will do when none of it makes sense anymore. i never wake up in the same place i fell asleep. 011010 what's it to you? who go blather from