another_year_another_christmas
daxle
Christmas
is
the
one
holiday
I
have
committed
to
my
mother
,
because
for
some
reason
it
means
a
lot
to
her
.
As
with
anything
that
repeats
on
a
yearly
basis
,
its
oncoming
gets
me
thinking
.
Where
was
I
this
time
last
year
?
What
was
I
doing
?
What
was
I
struggling
with
?
What
was
I
figuring
out
?
The
voyage
to
SD
was
solo
,
a
fact
my
mother
noted
was
rare
. (
This
year
I
am
taking
my
primary
and
my
sven
)
I
was
about
to
take
over
a
new
teaching
job
that
was
going
to
kick
my
ass
.
After
SD
I
took
a
road
trip
with
my
then
good
friend
down
to
texas
and
back
.
We
had
no
agenda
.
It
was
good
times
.
So
now
I
miss
her
a
little
.
And
like
every
Christmas
I
miss
my
dad
a
little
.
Xmas
really
hasn't
been
fun
since
he
died
,
though
it's
not
all
that
tragic
anymore
either
. Overall
I
am
saner
and
happier
than
last
year
,
something
I
have
not
always
been
able
to
say
.
So
,
that
makes
my
pontifications
a
little
boring
,
I
guess
.
Moderation
is
the
new
crucial
.
071223
...
minnesota_chris
and
I
,
on
the
other
hand
,
am
much
less
sane
or
happy
.
Probably
the
least
of
my
life
.
071223
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