is_it_lost
jennifer is it possible to lose your words?
to lose the ability to move and manipulate letters to properly explain how you feel?
please tell me it's just a phase
tell me that when I look back at the long list attributed to my name, it's not the end
please
tell me they will come back
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whirligirl jennifer, i know my verbal skills seem to flicker quite a bit. 000731
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grendel i never worry about losing the words

i worry that they will stay trapped in the tape-loop of my mangled synapses and never find their marks

like Cyrano from beneath the balcony, i send them up, hidden behind the leaves

i send my words up from the depths and the shadows

and heavy words from this height can hit like comets fallen from heaven

and so i continue to hide
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lost i sometimes worry that my words will forever change somebody. well change them in a bad way. then sometimes i dont care and i say whats on my mind. 010430
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Dafremen I like getting an email from someone who was touched somehow by something I've said. No I'd say it's definitely not lost, just being guarded more zealously these days. 010430
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me not only do you get the desenex burger 050310
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