i_hate_this grind when my freinds fight when they ignore me when i let them down when my parents yell when they try to drag me in when they say i'm shit when i belive them when nobody hears me when i feel like i'm suffocating when i have to go home when no one says goodbye when the music stops... 031116 ... Whitechocolatewalrus The quiet silence that envelops me periodically. He who yells at everything, and everyone. I just want to be done. I want it to end. Is there no hope? Is there no joy? When will you realize my pain? When will you realize my nothingness? Oh, but it's not everyday. I think all is better. That I will be fine Then the silence the pain the low self esteem I hate this. I hate you. 031205 ... Twitch Being alone in my house, looking at pictures of you having a much better time than I am with friends. If only love was as easy for me to get right now as alcohol is. 060928 what's it to you? who go blather from