count_on_me emily that's what he said to me..."don't worry, you can count on me"...and so i did...i put my trust and my faith in him...but when i actually needed him, when i counted on him to be there, he acted as though it would be too hard for him to be there for me...he made me feel stupid for even asking him to care about me.....but after everything he's done(or not done, as the case may be), i still love him....what the hell is wrong with me... 000628 ... been there done that I've been in that exact situation. He said he'd be there when I needed him, and when that time came, he was gone. I still love him though, Which is the really ironic thing. Or maybe it isn't after all. People you can really count on are very rare and very precious and very hard to find. But they're out there. Somewhere. 000806 ... sarpedon Believe me, they are there But are few and far between Given the chance They would be there for you But all to often They are classified as 'friends' And never get that chance Or perhaps they are afraid That if they did fall in love They would be taken advantage of Some people are fearless And for good reason They know that they Will not stop to care Ironically The fearless ones Those same uncaring bastards Are the ones Who are most appealing 000809 ... marissa i like to say, because i care. i really do. and i wish people could see that, i think i could help them. 001111 what's it to you? who go blather from