withoutyou
Rhianna i wake in the middle of the night,
because i can't sleep with you!

i choke on my swollen tongue,
because i can't breathe without you!!

i cry for everything beautiful,
because i can't see without you!!!

i kneel on my bruised knees and pray,
because i have to live without you!!!!
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birdmad night and day 000711
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Joana. Time becomes passing planes
That seem to go by slowly
Yet in reality fly at an incredibly rapid speed
And you assume your vision of it is self-controlled
But it is really controlling you
And when you realise it
Those seconds passed by quickly
The minutes passed like seconds
The hours like minutes
The days like hours
The weeks like days
The months like weeks
And a year has gone by
Finally the moment has arrived
Which increases the anxiety
And turns me into a speechless mad creature
Corrupted by her own feelings
And puerile thoughts of you
Shall we play squirrels and bears now?
I promise to succumb to my senses half of a second later.
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startfires without you every thing is the same as it always is. except it is with out you instead of someone else. or without something instead of something else. you can never have everything. 010605
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rage i can take these bandages off my knees and try fly without falling again. 060620
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