when_hope_is_lost
tortuous
somewhere
between
6
-630
pm
PST
he
will
be
unplugged
...
i
said
'
never
lose
hope'
and
he
replied
'
its
not
losing
hope
,
its
being
realistic
.'
i
just
wanted
to
scream
fuck
you
but
i
knew
it
wouldn't
change
anything
and
it
would
just
make
things
worse
030908
...
Freak
Sometimes
there's
just
nothing
left
to
hold
on
to
...
and
sometimes
you
just
don't
want
to
hold
on
anymore
.
030909
...
somebody
gone
030909
...
notme
lost_and_found
it
is
in
there
with
jake's
jacket
and
sally's
lunchbox
030909
...
Spare change
When
it
becomes
things
become
inevitable
.
When
life
becomes
unbearable
.
When
smiles
seem
so
false
and
words
seem
so
empty
.
When
friends
are
gone
and
feelings
faded
.
When
your
soul
is
haard
and
jaded
.
030909
...
camille
you
have
found
proof
...
that
it
was
all
a
lie
i
have
not
found
that
yet
..
030909
...
girl_jane
Isn't
it
strange
that
something
that's
supposed
to
be
so
great
,
and
always
make
us
feel
better
turns
out
to
be
something
we
try
to
avoid
to
avoid
getting
hurt
...
030909
...
green eyed gwen
try
and
find
it
again
.
040123
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
