typing_the_hints jennifer she's away now and I'm furiously writing what I guess would be defined as my memoirs and using old words and new and I was reminded of "hints" (second entry) and "typing" I read and re-read them and started to cry I have a tendency to royally screw things up but this time I really wish I had a chance at forgiveness I was happy for a while in my life though had to keep it secret from deb at times I was really happy without mark happy with andrea I'm glad we are friends but perhaps someday something more? 000606 ... Silent Bob I always interpret things the wrong way. I do, they tell me things like I'm sweet, and that I'd make a good dad. so I automatically think..."Oooh! she must like me!" so when alicia told me via email "You are different...and i like things that are different" i went with my instinct and told myself that shes just being nice, she doesnt really LIKE me! oh how wrong i was 000606 ... the invisible idiot lucky bastard 000606 what's it to you? who go blather from