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things_in_my_head
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raze
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the broken hull of an ancient ship
dust bunnies
lightly scuffed tennis balls
a half-eaten meal
the suggestion of stars
a myriad of brain_movies
questions
possibilities
reasons not to trust those possibilities
words
melodies
rhythms
chords
a light rain
a dull pain
dangerous ideas
and you
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130307
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unhinged
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plans
financial
social
career
plans
stress
buzz
buzz
stress
stressssss
form is emptiness
emptiness is form
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130307
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raze
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motor oil
gumming up the works
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130323
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raze
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the soft hum of static
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130324
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unhinged
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(that's just the sound of the universe buzzing)
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130324
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raze
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a hunger the stomach wouldn't recognize, but the brain understands all too well.
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130430
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raze
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a tarp that once provided shelter from the rain and served as an occasional makeshift tent but is now riddled with too many holes to be of much use.
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130506
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epitome of incomprehensibility
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A thought: my childhood fear of butterflies and low piano notes
Discouragement and possibly the hockey playoffs
Algebra word problems because I have to make another sheet for the kid I'm tutoring tomorrow
Enough anger and hope to be a momentum for writing
The potential impossibility of synonyms for concrete nouns. Abstract nouns and adjectives are much easier to synonymize. Synonymize and concizify (verb: to make concise) should be words.
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130507
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raze
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something thick and grey
like butter mixed with mud
and an image of noah
before the flood
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130610
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raze
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a dense fog that's slow to clear
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130622
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unhinged
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a flood
a torrent
the proverbial waterfall
i am thankful for even seconds of quiet
shambhala_training
my heart has been throwing itself
against the cage of my mind
rattling the bars
my head says
'stay to yourself'
my heart says
'love everyone, everything'
these two poles
creating a chasm
i don't have the energy to cross
you didn't mean to hurt me
i'm sure
but that doesn't change the fact
that you did
that i don't trust you
that i don't feel comfortable around you
people don't know how they make you feel
unless you tell them
but if you tell them
there is no guarantee that
they will understand
if only i could let_it_all_go , toss it to the wind, really and truly not give a fuck
i_give_up
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130623
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raze
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ideas about misrepresentation
an erratic floral arrangement
a dirty plastic shovel
a green pillow in the shape of a star
and the scent of sourdough bread
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131013
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raze
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rocks
wet and heavy
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131109
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raze
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the muffled drumming of distant thunder
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140209
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raze
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other voices
giving mine something new to reach for
though it's less of a reaching
and more of a falling into
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140301
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raze
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blades of wet grass
soft on the soles
of the brain's feet
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140805
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unhinged
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back in that same place
like a chasm
or being stretched to the limit
in both directions
immeasurably unnameably sad
its unbearable actually
crying brings minimal if any relief
i want to be alone
but i want a companion
i hate when this happens
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140805
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TK
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unhinged that was visceral
reading the feels alot like encroaching on your personal space so I wont say more.
..
Otherwise the title of this blath makes me think of that T.A.T.U. song "All The Things She Said"
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140806
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raze
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bad news
swimming 'round
but it isn't the end of the world
it never is
(until it is
and then it is)
also
cold rice
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150313
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raze
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a decorated platform
towed behind a moving vehicle
but don't call it a parade float
(it doesn't float)
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210812
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raze
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something tangled
but not torn
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210813
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raze
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something weathered
but not worn
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210827
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raze
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feathers
so many
windswept
feathers
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210903
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raze
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the hushed click
of marbles
stepping sideways
so their spherical glass bodies
can touch
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211127
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raze
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a necklace of nail clippings
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211202
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kerry
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electrical sparks like frayed wires, blood orange on loop, a to-do list lurking in the shadows. eyeballs at odds: learning i'm partly colorblind in one eye was a relief: "this is why i can never get it quite right!"
faces i want to see again, scents i miss, thick fur and spots, over and over:
hold on a little longer, until i come back.
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211202
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raze
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the purposeful strumming
of an acoustic guitar
thick
and compressed
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220120
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raze
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macaroni
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220301
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raze
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nothing but the smell of gas
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220304
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i wake up with everything
then fall back to sleep and then wake up again with everything else
then wake up for good and it all fades away
still kept a secret from my fingertips
it's everything_and_nothing
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220413
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raze
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a gathering of sun-kissed sparrows
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220623
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raze
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random twigs and seeds
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220912
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raze
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a_tightening_of_the_jaw.
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220913
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tender_square
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plans.
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220913
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raze
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incomplete scaffolding
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230327
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Scarlet photos
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There's a light in my head. I'll have to use telepathy instead.
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230329
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raze
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styrofoam peanuts
unsalted
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230413
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raze
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white_noise
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230414
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raze
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the rubble
of a bombed-out brain
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230424
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raze
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colourless cotton candy
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230806
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raze
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spun yarn
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231126
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Soma
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a version of you
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231127
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raze
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three tired tennis balls
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231224
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raze
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a shredded flannel shirt
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240101
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raze
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snow
with ice
stitched into its skin
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240117
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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