i_give_up Bespeckled When you're not here ... I wonder if you're passionate enough. When I'm with you ... I only yearn to know you more. I ask you: If you feel uncomfortable being vulnerable to people. You answer: yes. Then fall asleep. Fall asleep! How can you sleep with a question like that hanging in the air! I ask: Are you falling asleep? You say: Yes. I say: Oh, I'm sorry, goodnight. You kiss me. And there's so much left unsaid I feel like throwing my arms across you and shaking you back to life. But you're only sleeping, and I feel overly dramatic. Perhaps you're just more grown up and I'm addicted to wallowing in feeling. Perhaps I should just grow up too. 081211 ... auburn I just wanted to let you that I understand what it feels like to be close enough to feel someone's heart beating... but seriously question whether or not they also have a pulse. I don't know if that's precisely what you felt in this situation, but that how I interpreted it. 081212 what's it to you? who go blather from