rippulling_it_all_up_art hsg i took up art - the instruction_manual contin_you_ally refinding it. an_honest_quest_im_on to promise to question my premise i honor. 081023 ... hsg retracing back my dreams to a_wake discovering where it was i first let my at_tension fade where did i climb to lose sight of the main tree? too scared to sleep, th is th e scape i navigated from dark to light. who knew there would be a neurostain? 081023 ... In_Bloom Fuss_ read_ sleep_ startle Wrenching guts Breathe_ read_ sleep_ startle Crusting tears Stretch_ soothe_ breathe_ read Trying to tell myself it isn't so, that I can't be so wrong and feeling helplessly inside-out and sprinkled with saltwater 081024 ... hsg how so? 090825 ... In_Bloom It was frustration that I'd sabotaged something, not on purpose but because I couldn't take the tension, didn't trust in nature and pushed someone past where my words no longer reached or touched them; my words they'd once revered. 090825 ... hsg So met i'me sw here tears flow flowers grow blades_of_grass through sidewalk_cracks s o m e t I m e s 090827 ... In_Bloom It's amazing to see what grows after a fire Delicate things but bright and fast Plush, flush Replenishing as though the scorch never was Foolery or wishful? (hsg has amazing words) 090827 ... hsg i'm_jester_fool (i hope you don't take me seriously) 100122 what's it to you? who go blather from