resolved sphinxradio i'd like to know if anything is ever final. 011105 ... whoknows prolly not. theres usually something more you wish you had said or something you wish you hadnt. so, its not really over or final. for me anyway. 011105 ... nmb I feel like my entire life is never going to be resolved, everything is up-in-the-air, I hate being patient, I hate not knowing, I want to fucking know how everything is going to work out, what is going to happen, why do I keep having to WAIT...my job, my stupid love-life (or lack of). AND... My headache...is it EVER going to go away!???? 011105 ... nah....! no, nothing is ever final. resolution is impossible. closure doesn't exist. 011113 ... ever breathing rather terrifying. as an armchair student of buddhist meditation, i wonder if not resolution but release is the path, or is even possible. 011216 ... FA113N I am resolved. I am determined. I am certain. I will do it I can do it I must do it I will be her friend I will be her shoulder to cry on I will be her support I will forget last_night I will forger the kiss I will forget these feelings Because I need to Because I have to Because I should too If I want to keep her in my life If I want to make her happy If I want to have any contact I must be just a friend I must forget I must stop blathering So here goes nothing So here goes everything So here goes me I am resolved And it is simple, really Friendship is better than nothing. 130126 what's it to you? who go blather from